The worry in spring

In spring, have a kind of worry, where is it headed for?Take this problem, I am in the thinking.

Life tells people, some worries precipitate in the years certain of time, not necessarily delicious, may be 1 kind to downplay.Some stories are held up in the time, may miss very much, can not return to head any further, can not turn a body.Some people, if be not mercilessly pull, even if she doesn't want to walk, but will the crowd being also hustled Be blunt to spread.Some worries don't want to bring up it again, not is forget.But some trouble ideas speak of before person, in fact is don't present to mind it.

People often say that spring is a good time that blooms intense emotion, is who say, in spring, the ideal total birth's fine emotion sprouted in spring at the earliest stage and sowed the most precious thing to spread deep place at people's mind in spring.But I!Exactly the opposite, spring ever, what to fall flop is me the impulse and expectation of the one slice.At those see ideal such as the years of the life, that cans not gets contented mood, don't know to make me painful how many years.Those is a center oneself, dream in spring such as the fine years thought by me, see at present, have mercy on and have several cents the pertinacity.

The beginning that is big year of four(February 6), several brotherses arrive at my home to have a meal again, I oppose two elder brothers to use"immature" scold younger brother, one for this is 31 years old, was to lead for several years, added of famous brand university Chinese fasten the person of graduation to say, the Ke engraved;Also opposing the lake spirit of the river whom two elder brothers say eldest brother is too thick, become because all of the reputation of eldest brother depend sense of honor;Also oppose eldest brother to say to is that our Jiao broke down younger brother, be in need of to whet to do, let the younger brother lack to do a person of wise and farsighted and tactful of conducting ability.I say:The younger brother is original and then should get our asylum and lead for several years he feeling Wu arrive current affairs of difficulties, the younger brother wants to be anti- back scold us several be elder brother free run by nike of, life!The early behaviour all includes muddled several centses, we are a wanting of elder brother to comprehend kind and genial need younger brother, don't always blame;We several cause of disease with biggest brotherses is from think clear current affairs, but don't dare to entwine among them;But I!Don't saying to usually calling in a person and having a meal is other people to usually invite me, I can not also accompany, I the load isn't worthy to more personnel quarrel, can not also drink more wine.

Every year is each , challenge life and accept a challenge, undoubtedly became the main melody that we live.Don't know to where see such a words:Give the mind one to stay building, let the thoughts and feelings flow to drip;Use the most beautiful note, record a clean and pure hope.At"good heart feeling" original writing net up, the realization records the wishes of fragment life and becomes staying of a mind building.

The winter goes to spring, continuing have no voice, but atrium, but have a flower to open quietly, it is willing to wither and cross the rains and winds in the four seasons, just know the abyss of time of faraway.The pure Ji washes and brushes the window way of life and still chase the sincerity of heart bottom quietly on guard.Cloud in spring is changeable, the breeze in spring is soft.In spring, is the season of creation growth, spring rain is continuing, moisten dry and cracked mud, infused into new vitality for spring soil, the plant devouringly sucks to absorb the earth a mother sweet human milk, vomit light green of leaf, the Zhan opens gorgeous blossom, but it has no complaint and silently cheap nike free run 3.0 offers oneself, is the earth of a riot of colour with all one's heart, it took to receive in the dust on the leaf and made greenery afresh the brilliance of shining youth.(Excerpt from friend to my information)

Listen to every evening the black orchid give the song that the Ya sings on stage 《the worry of lotus 》, " only 1 that turn round for you stare at, I for your Qi hope lifetime, for your not intentional a promise, I became your shadow, happy why always order, think of since that day, look up at you every day green window, breathed call your name, I am the lotus seed that your 500 year agos lose, every year blossoms for your flower once, how much person once lauded an acting with dignity of lotus, who can understand the worry of lotus, I am the lotus seed that your 500 year agos lose, every year is once heart-broken for you, how much person guess, the worry of lotus, who hear the worry of lotus, slowly dry by air to become Tang Shi Song's phrase".The different life contains different beauty, the different angle of view can see a different beauty.Someone says that small grass' being also beautiful, sheding leaves is beautiful, waning moon also beautiful;Someone says that the banality is also beautiful, the homeliness is also beautiful, in brief also beautiful;And someone says that frustrate's being also beautiful, failing is beautiful, the distress is also beautiful.So of the worry was born in quick arrive the person of aged forty of now spring, return the ocean overflow heart of wishing the dissipation not fragrant, and tie～up the idea of rope for rounding, can not help for oneself Ju a holding sympathetic toward tears.

Life of the pressure urge each person at hard of work, at the same time again at work of process in slowly growth, however in this pain and sufferings but again endless time inside, the thing that we truely pursue is what, I often ask myself, the thing struggled by me can am some to comfort for me at a moment that I head for perish.The worry in this spring will get up viewpoint burden like this, oneself also feels rare.

At we life of in the whole time and space, we will meet a lot of people:Modern of, ancient times of, on the network of, I discover them aring similar to me to be considering this problem, just they all drive complicated world to wrap up, have already had no time to consider this problem, or say that they have already disliked to consider the problem that belongs to a philosopher thinking.Want independence and a life time, aggressive go into a life time, acquire freedom, prove own existence.Face worry like this, I resemble Huang here, write 《the worry in spring 》 .

However fact tell us, any worry, who can not also help oneself, own matter can be punished by oneself.God and Buddha Zu can't is of help as well, if can help, I can wish to bathe for three days, then toward west three Kous nine do obeisance, finally say to the Buddha Zu:"You let Charng-er down accompany me", or say "you let me to Long Gong of East China Sea and live", or, "your viewpoint relieve me all annoyance and pain and sufferings!"

The person is going to acquire a freedom, the freedom is the person's for life mission, resist circumferential oppression, control or moderate circumferential everything.Pursue a freedom, person's obtaining a free way is also changing.Don't think that God loves mankind?You are getting wronger, he love himself/herself;When a person knows to love himself/herself or love others very much, God just loves us.

In 《the state of the life 》 , Mr. Ping You Lan speaks of life to contain four kinds of state, namely naturally, the state of the utility, morals and world.These four kinds of state bring the person's life quality each not same.In the life years, the person's morals thoughts and feelings value mindset decides people are each to take need, but ignore we adopt which kind of method, thin settle is the undoubtedly best worry and mood.

In spring, want to shout one most this a moment inside is difficult to express of standing alone, roar a heart bottom long the thirst pressing hopes.Let her come to help to prop up scene, prop up reputation and prop up a life target, let to relatively want still strong of the mental state get an intravenous drop to satisfy.

Is already February 8, 2011 today, can not lead for several days, big slice of of land at vehemence Hui president of association in Hong fresh delicate weed carefree flower, people lend her to tell again 1 years' beginning, express to just some little crave for.

Trample in spring this thick solid loess, the sun that we together head for to hang Gao.Let long of the worry of spring green delicate leaf, let to restore original Shu Lang in spring and warm up, let simple even actually spread all over an expectant face.