Dark, almost spent
Outside in the rain, cold ... sitting here, not like a lot, just
want to feel your fingers the keyboard feel. Am glad he is happy, even if there
have been so many unhappy. Many thoughts flashed in my mind, the seemingly ever
passed, but a picture frame without the lens, there is no meaning of existence.
Want to hold their own with both hands, but they suddenly found no strength, so
a person really want to, when I need a warm, give me a hug. I remember a lot of
their minds have imagined the picture, force yourself to believe, then give
yourself a reason. Lost interest, for a lot of things. Because the Pareto ......
rain, rain, memories of that field, is not clear. Own idea of what is, or indeed
of happened? Scratched his head, that even the hair has become as it once was.
Passage of time, people have changed. I told myself to be very loud, you have to
forget. When you say that the previous time, will silently laughing, and then
sad. So, forget the best choice. All along, always wanted to trace the footsteps
of TA, but found that impossible to find traces of a TA too fast, or am I too
slow? Do not want to own anything to anyone, and then sad. Lifetime is not long,
just a short time only, I really do not have much time to squander. Just want to
walk quietly, quietly watching, waiting quietly. Until the arrival of death.
Tingtingge want, but do not know what to listen to. Had heard of those, since
every time someone came alive again, you will think of that song in that time,
madly in love with this song all the time. Pretense, too. Recently in learning
to dance, though not talented, but very seriously. Hope that one day, you can
take your own thing, live in a small nest, only my own, you can stay in there
every day, do not travel with anyone, this is a wish, a small ... ... do not
want anyone to get involved in my world, because I wanted freedom. That place
called Rainbow Sea, very far away. Compared to the year, we said that after the
money, and go when traveling to the remote lot, because, it seems that in the
back. Like getting in the habit, and habits of a person's life, habits, not to
think about before. In fact, be a lazy, for me, really is the best thing. Do not
want to worry about anything, because in order to damn the future, I lost more
than a little bit. I like my screen name, is a fool. Would like to see in the
future, I wore gray hair, a cane, hobbled along, then, I still say that I am
alone. Hand on the outside for a long time, and started cold. I want to be one
day, something I have personally destroyed again in front of me, how I would
panic. Some people, was meant to be I hurt, I also determined that some people
will be hurt. This is called the natural law is not it? The dead of night, and
not on the balcony door and hear the rain, feel the wind, the cold shoulder.
Began to write blog from the junior high school, and then so small. However,
there is a heart has the same voice said to me after a memory, even if it is
painful. Issued in the night, afraid of certain sounds, perhaps to scare his
own, but still afraid, last night dream, not dream, but not a nightmare. Just a
regular picture in mind, think strange, why do always the same dream. Each day
will be a new starting point, these words often seem to speak with others, but
that he is not understand, Like father now!
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