MEMORY that cannot IN FORGET
By Mohdnor
I?m have been to school before in Batu 8 Lekir and long sand village school ,Setiawan ,Perak sea. End degree 6 in long sand school sea in year 1970. Because state life family I poor so I locked out secondary school, so I started so rubber tapper.
In year 1972 I get work as errand boy at a retail in new
village
About 2 years I so errand boy, finally I take decision stop work, unfortunately I did not allowed to resign. I poorly want back to village alone time the, but I embroidered want to run only. Run respectable manner.
Tomorrow his day I get ready want going back to hometown, clothes already completed in bag , only wait stall owner come, only want to know I want stop work of to not give to I still stop.
Common, villager, I could not lives at very challenging town to me. With teacher will zero, I would rather live on village even as rubber tapper.
In year 1976 I and family moved to Gerik ,Perak. to seek out
new career. I found work as labourer with company
When I was in Gerik in early its I working as a rubber tapper also in people garden income from garden produce bisected, rainy season could not want to tap , I?m jobbing cut garden with RM5.00 payment one day, that time I still single. Accidentally I meet with new acquaintance people I know , he invite me work in | company
This is moment is awaited after buckle to..keep money want collect money thus I even marry in date 02/12/79.
Happy day accompanied sad because last marry this I have to search new job to support both of us ,tauke daywork place that day already finished kontrek. Because hard work want be able to me do work tap again hu hu hu? unfortunately
A year more marry we conferred first child ? its happy interrogative suffix beam able cute child even though I and my wife have to go through difficulty, my wife have to go through operation during produce in Ipoh General Hospital and receiving treatment for 9 days. Forced me waiting my wife because not reach heart want to abandon its people.
Stay overnight me in hospital pavement at that time prohibited waiting patient, but I forced perverse reason has no other place, want back to Gerik far 108 miles, up bus 4 hours more. I take decision sleep away in hospital pavement. In early its of course insomnia , understand only La which place prohibited,
until at night to 6 about 1.00 o'clock in the morning me at arrest by guard and police who is making a patrol in the area hospital, my hand in torque back ,beg me at search, I am suspected drug addict, then guard people know me, I freed has no evidence in bag be dress not wash and mosquito coil only.
Me at liberate with my condition have to go out from hospital compound, without much question me even out as tears trickling , I am sit in forward bus stops hut hospital tearfully grief, as this fate the poor, relatives has no come to see or ask after someone even no, eat me while waiting in hospital, sharing with wife when able wife food from hospital, drink only tap water ?many RM15.00 keeps make fare back when wife already got out of the hospital.
When I sit in bus stops hut, I only cry do not know where wants to go, want to sleep in afraid bus stand robber, rogue to, on I groping for, I saw a group of humans is moving in procession celebrate independence day 31 August, pass front I with call
MERDEKA?..MERDEKA?..MERDEKA?.. without realize me be in hut bus stops. Happy they, cheering as boost Malaysian flag, but I cry in a country MERDEKA?
Of course I admit, my youth not clever to manage self , hair long not managed, dowdy clothes, thin body not enough vitamin , people do not know see me as addict. Next day, when I visit my wife, I told two more days my wife can exit from hospital, but get virgin spare
was admitted to my wife (that time felicitous blood spare) I increase worried, which want find blood replacement, I take decision back to Gerik requests help relatives. but common nothing sympathy, whom want for blood? Finally I gone back to hospital with disappointed and disappointed
Reach my in hospital met my wife and tell what was going on, during we talked in listen by nearby nurse people to me, he for proposal so that I go met large doctor, ask exempted blood replacement.
After in tell his office, I even keep going up to floor 3 met large doctor , door his office is open, I am even immediately enter , there is two persons, each melayu se people again Chinese, search me his name just that I call master, with my timidity said my master want met large doctor, doctor Malay answer..want what?.
.I tell my problem , doctor that thumbed my eye he said..if your blood in take may be you will be turned off.. sad its I listen , what no its I so pale my reason is too fearful, my knee shiver, I not capable of standing only leaning body in wall.
That doctor scrutinize my eye again, he said..you work what?..I answer..village work, tap rubber, I?m tell my problem, doctor Chinese listen, he come hold my shoulder..you do not upset, I understand your problem, now I to one letter, you can bring back your wife, this 10 ringgit I?m to make fare back. Included that money in clothes pocket and in his pat is back I, flow my tears because overjoyed its. I say thank, I even pulled away his office.
Time descending through ladder , I?m sit once in ladder want dry off tears later people see my shame. Prepared me and wife back to gerik??
I continue other multiply. Insyaalah if the occasion arises.
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