hardships, frustrations, stress. .all we can get from business

oh men, i just started my first blog and here's a nega title. but aniweiz. . you know, i love accessories. i believe that most of us girls love accessories. i love how they change my style and how they express my moods. do you agree??

hear! hear!

i dont have any formal lessons on how to make one, i just learned through observations and trials. of course "try and try" quote still applies. we're just poor and even don't have enough penny for our food. .but still i find ways on how i'll have my collection. after i learned how to make this accessories. . here comes my addiction not in wearing them, but in making new designs one after another. then, our neighbor approached me

"sissy, where did you buy your accessories? i like them. hope i can have them too. ."

and. . whoala! presto! i've got a small business now. .

but this isn't yet a success story. . its just the start. .

i lost my studies, my parents abandoned me, bills are coming up. . and sad to say, i didn't have any penny to join a bazaar tomorrow. . :(

i got stressed up. . thinking and working all day and night for the bazaar. . but still wasn't enough. if i rush selling all of my items. . it can give me much penny and i can join the bazaar. . but i have nothing to sell. . if i won't rush selling my items, i can't join the bazaar. . but, i can have a budget for our expenses. .

i'm so frustrated. .its an affair i've been waiting for which i can tell to the whole world. . hey! la isla fashionizta is now officially open!! so sad. .i cant have that. .

but, i cant stay up all night thinking about it and regret all the time. .i still have my life. .(except for love life. .ahaha) i need to stand up and fight again. .

thats what i am. . rain or shine. i must be a bamboo. .

strong as i should be. .:)