Tired, Angry, and Ready to Rumble
I don't even know where to start. I have been online since April of this year, I have learned a lot and studied even more. The last three months have definetly been the best, most productive months for me. I have learned the most, and networked with many great people who have all influenced me and my outlook in some way. This has happened right here in this community for the most part, as the last three months I have been quite active here.
Today I once again am at a bit of a loss...some of the trash that goes on, the endless garbage that happens to occur just about everywhere there are people involved, is driving me over the edge. I just don't have time for this crap anymore, the year 2008 is Right around the corner, and all I know is it's do or die for me this time around.
Normally, I don't like to complain, I don't bring up my personal problems...everyone has them and too many complain about them but never take action. But today I am just in such a mood, I have had it with all the crap that I couldn't stand in the first place. You see, a lot of people complain about their horrible office job, which is fine I guess...really I wouldn't want to be stuck in a office all day either. But the thing is, no one here in this community or just about anywhere in the world understands the conditions I work in...talk about a job I love and hate...lately I just hate it! Being 29 years of age, and seeing my hair disappear at such an alarming rate to me is a sure sign of the stress I deal with on a daily basis. The way it's going I am going to have the same bald spot on the very top of my head with the 9 hairs combed from the back of my head to the front that my 80-some year grandfather has within a couple years! I am not kidding about this...well it may be a little funny, I Absolutely CANNOT Believe my eyes when I look in the mirror, it is really disappearing Fast! Maybe it has something to do with the banner year I've had.
The work I do is All Physical. A family business(to those of you who have issue's dealing with your family you should try working for or with them!) with several internal issue's but a decent market for our product which we have developed through building a reputation and relationships. Without a doubt, the biggest issue's are finding good workers who can innovate and make smart decisions, and the fact that it is nearly impossible to get away from the damn thing. My days at work consist of people coming in constantly, interupting the work I am doing, and me having to assist them as they make their decisions on which products they want(a lot of the time the time I spend doing this eats up any income and then some), then you get the people who want to dicker or get a hot bargin, or think you are trying to screw them(it's like buddy, I ain't getting paid enough for this crap! your buying wood...the market prices suck and we set our prices according to them)..bla bla bla..., then there's the phone at my parents house that doesn't quit ringing 24/7, it's insane! It's no way to live and even though most people are good to deal with, those few rotten one's really spoil something that is already rotten in the first place.
I
gotta get the hell outta that business, plain and simple..it is killing me! And so does my family who when asked if they are happy with what they built will not answer! The days of grueling labour, the constant issue's that arise, the fact that we really suffering from a Major labour shortage up here(not just our business but everyone's, ours is just worse due to the nature of the beast...it's hard bloody work!)
Back to my online venture and my experience here. I am so grateful for the the people I have met here and the help I have received! I have had some articles that I believe have been fairly well regarded, I have continued to learn and move forward...but when and how the heck do I actually start making some money? How do you get people to signup for your programs and work with you? And I am telling you...my main program is good, it is simple, and it is guaranteed. Yes, work with me and you are guaranteed to make money. I am getting paid with this program, it is not much yet but over time it will increase, normally I am patient but today I'm not! If I did nothing for two years I'd probably be earning around $1000-$2000 a month, why the hell should I wait? What would happen if we got together, starting working on ways to get the information out there, using our vast knowledge and experience and absolutely crushed it?
Maybe I'm just crazy though, maybe I truly have lost it! Maybe I am just tired, angry, cold and Fed Up! Heck, I could always just continue to do what I am doing, and maybe when I'm 55 years old and bitter I can have a pair of 8D industrial batteries blow up in my face too!
Heck I think most of you out there think I'm nuts anyways...but I am gonna rock this thing and that's all there is to it!
As for my future involement in this community, I will be addressing that in my next article which will be posted to the APSense group.....
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Comments (28)
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
YEAH...thought sum may think of another word
BAD BAD PEOPLE!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
I am A S K I N G?
Lmao
Not Here8
just want my account deleted
In Regina????
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Ronnie has got a job there in R E G I N A?
REAL WORD FOLKS
Not Here8
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HEHEHEH!!! ^ I found the solution! ^ LOL
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Ronnie can come help with the tree stuff...still kills me...you are doing everything to get out of it..and Ronnie is doing everything to get back in....
BUT
in the mean time.....YOU KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING WITH YOUR BLOGS AND SUCH....YOU ARE AWESOME...!
I love to read your posts...they are so meaningful...and you are an awesome writer ;0)
Not Here8
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Cheryl, you just nevermind, I ain't that bald yet! Now get outta here before I sick Peaceful's ass- ripping Veloceraptors on ya! .....unless of course you wanna talk about draining them stills, which may be a really good cure for baldness..LOL
Cheryl Baumgartner12
Medical Billing/Coding/Insurance
Yes please shave it off as opposed to the comb over. Nothing is more unappealing than seven or eight really long strands of hair trying valiantly to cover a bald spot. Besides they look really funny when the wind blows.......
Not Here8
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Jenny Jenny Jenny...,.
Well I guess I'd better just shave it off and get it over with already...because this thinning patch barely covering my scalp at present definetly ain't got it going on! Might make for some good promotional pics though..LOL......age-ist and a fool eh? well I guess I can let that slide, don't believe anyone's been foolish enough to call my work brillant before..heheheh
Jeff Greene8
Online Marketing Specialist/Consultant
First off, I'm going to share something with you about being 55 years old-- I've just turned that age on October:
http://www.apsense.com/subject/21244.html
The second thing I'm going share with you is this-- You are 29 years young, at the best time in Freaking History... The world was completely different for me at that age... Luckily I'm smart enough to know better than to mourn about 30 years gone past... I'm just glad that I survived those ass- ripping Veloceraptors, Dude! LOL! :)
Jenny Stewart11
Hey Kiddo, No Hair is a Fashion Statement these days!
You are bringing fashion to the boondocks and you didnt even know it.
Hard physical work - tell me about it - and I only paint angels - but everyone where I live works in small family businesses and a lot work the land - it is a love hate relationship with their work. And ol mother nature can be a cruel boss to have. Problems like that dont even come into the equation in city jobs. But then - you have to work in the city ... so...
Not Here8
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Thanks Mizrae, Glad too see that you acheived this, unlike the person in particular I am talking about! I refuse to live like that!
Rae Steinbrink6
I'm here to tell you I just turned 56 AND I AM NOT BITTER! Seriously, I wish I could help you in some way...dealing with your family or family issues is not easy, nor easy on them when you decide you cannot do what they want anymore. I'm not saying that is your case, only sometimes how hard working with family members can be. On the other hand, you are moving forward, you have made some great friends (that in our small ways are expanding your horizons and business exposure), and definitely ar
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WOW Lisa! Thanks for the ego boost and the tips! And I'll have my happiness as soon as I no longer work for family..lol
Garnet
P.S. Not too concerned about the hair...Whatever physical changes I may go through cannot take my soul away!
Lisa G.9
Health Wellness & Wealth Consultant
P.s. I've worked with famiy too once..can totally relate..lol.
Lisa G.9
Health Wellness & Wealth Consultant
Hi Garnet.
I don't think your nuts..lol.
I think your a great guy, very down to earth, and open minded by sharing your problems.
I think it always helps in some form or fashion to talk about problems when the load of stress gets to be too much.
As far as your hair goes, genetics could be playing a role.
Do make sure you are drinking enough water and make sure your diet consist of enough iron, one of the number one culprits of hair loss is insufficient iron in take. During the cold, dry m
Not Here8
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Thanks Jean and everyone...your concern is really appreciated you guys! And Hell YEAH you can Damn well bet I'm gonna hang in there!
Jean DAndrea7
Retired
Hey, Hang in there Garnet - sounds as if you're having a real bad day!
It happens. If there's any possibility of you getting away for a couple
of days with your family, do it!
As for the hair, can't help you - agree that no hair at all is better than a
comb over.
My partner has a little left round the back and sides, but I've never known
him with hair. Looks fine to me. :-)
Not Here8
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Yul Brynner?? OJEEZ Jeunelle OJEEZ!!!
LMP'NAO!
Not Here8
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HAHAHA...Maybe I'll get a RUG..know where I can find some of that green shag carpet that used to be so popular??