Sorry, I can't hug you now

I am a complete wreck. I didn't remember how many times I blew my nose. Must be a thousand times for it turned quite red now. Things I used to take for grant in normal days, like running, like climbing up the stairs, would send me the annoying dizziness that came along with my pounding heart and laboring lungs. Catching a cold really sulks. Especially if you have a toddler following around, getting sick is a really a luxury that you can?t afford. Miserably, I recalled this weekend. It was totally ruined by my illness. It's the precious time I could get together with my son, but I had to spend most of it in bed. Yu kept coming back to me. Mama, mama, he babbled in his soft voice every time when he came to me. He grasped my fingers with his plump hand, trying to get me up from the bed. He couldn?t understand why I didn?t play with him like usual. When his demands failed, he screamed. And it took a lot of troubles to whisk him away.  What a pity! Only when my parents are not around, he would demand for my company. For him, grandpa and grandma are the most important persons in the world, mama always comes second. Therefore, nothing could frustrate me more than refusing to hug him when he reach out his hands.   

I start to worry about his terrible table manners. He never eats without playing around. We have to follow him everywhere when he has meals. It's something I used to despise the most. I order a baby dinning chair today. I think now it?s time to teach him to behave.