Escaped prisoner on the RUN!!!! Be SCARED...VERY SCARED!
Life is so funny.
Sometimes it is so much to get more distant than to 'actually know each other'.
And I get to know so many every day...and loving it!
We all share our wonders, our joys, our 'hard ships'. Because we all want to help...Right?
The hard ones are the one's that are most clickable. Hmmm....And this is a 'positive' world we are in? Well...keep reading!
Hmmm....
To be 29 years old now. A mother of 3. And SO YOUNG! (and LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT!) To run a business for years starting at 21(and get used and abused...and paid NOTHING FOR...) I moved on to bigger and greater things at 24....working with and 'training' women inmates HOW TO WORK(btw going from druggies...to mass murderers) Look it up yourself Pulaski State Prison
No, I was not an inmate, but I often felt like deep at times. My life was a true
PRISON! (I was suffering from some very deep relationship set backs...that I am not going into at this time)
It was a real time to wake up, cry, and sometimes felt like dying. And even had inmates inspiring me (when they thought I was the one inspiring them).....because I was dying inside!
But I woke up alive!
Every day...and inspired them! The smiles they put on my face...(actually have smile wrinkles from....hahahahaha)
But at this time.....
Folks, I was...or felt... no better than most of these women *just made MUCH better decisions*
But I learned that I WAS better...and learned that I actually LOVED MYSELF...More than I even thought was remotely possible.
Most of these women...I just could not even let you into the stories I was exposed to!
I saw a world....my parents protected me from, but yet~ I opened the gates, and had the keys to let myself in! And had to shut gates and cringe at the sound of them shutting behind me.
I never forgot where I was at. But every day it inspired me even more to be a better person.
Unfortunately. I had to quit.
I would of made it! (If I didn't have a demon of a boss to take it away from me)
I quit...and that was my final FRONTIER in the world of LIVING for someone else!
This woman...NOT only opened a whole new world. But a world that I can help everyone to succeed!
No matter what. In life, love, heart, mind, soul, body......and SELF!
This is my goal in life!
IF you want to learn about life.......teach the 'messed up' to learn to '' Live learn and forget". I did it many years! (Most of all...taught myself)
Just teach inmates how to live......it will teach you a lot ;0) (BTW....we ALL ARE the TRUE inmates)
;0)
This is one escaping! And catch ME if YOU can!
The moral of this story. You have not walked in my shoes...I have not walked in yours. But I will tell you ONE dern thing! I am so very PROUD to be in my shoes....all the heart ache or not! I am me, loving, genorous, caring and above all things....ME!
You may not think you are imprisoned. But me....for so many years...I WAS...I am running with serious RUNNING SHOES ON!
Run with me!
With LIFE!
Sometimes it is so much to get more distant than to 'actually know each other'.
And I get to know so many every day...and loving it!
We all share our wonders, our joys, our 'hard ships'. Because we all want to help...Right?
The hard ones are the one's that are most clickable. Hmmm....And this is a 'positive' world we are in? Well...keep reading!
Hmmm....
To be 29 years old now. A mother of 3. And SO YOUNG! (and LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT!) To run a business for years starting at 21(and get used and abused...and paid NOTHING FOR...) I moved on to bigger and greater things at 24....working with and 'training' women inmates HOW TO WORK(btw going from druggies...to mass murderers) Look it up yourself Pulaski State Prison
No, I was not an inmate, but I often felt like deep at times. My life was a true
PRISON! (I was suffering from some very deep relationship set backs...that I am not going into at this time)
It was a real time to wake up, cry, and sometimes felt like dying. And even had inmates inspiring me (when they thought I was the one inspiring them).....because I was dying inside!
But I woke up alive!
Every day...and inspired them! The smiles they put on my face...(actually have smile wrinkles from....hahahahaha)
But at this time.....
Folks, I was...or felt... no better than most of these women *just made MUCH better decisions*
But I learned that I WAS better...and learned that I actually LOVED MYSELF...More than I even thought was remotely possible.
Most of these women...I just could not even let you into the stories I was exposed to!
I saw a world....my parents protected me from, but yet~ I opened the gates, and had the keys to let myself in! And had to shut gates and cringe at the sound of them shutting behind me.
I never forgot where I was at. But every day it inspired me even more to be a better person.
Unfortunately. I had to quit.
I would of made it! (If I didn't have a demon of a boss to take it away from me)
I quit...and that was my final FRONTIER in the world of LIVING for someone else!
This woman...NOT only opened a whole new world. But a world that I can help everyone to succeed!
No matter what. In life, love, heart, mind, soul, body......and SELF!
This is my goal in life!
IF you want to learn about life.......teach the 'messed up' to learn to '' Live learn and forget". I did it many years! (Most of all...taught myself)
Just teach inmates how to live......it will teach you a lot ;0) (BTW....we ALL ARE the TRUE inmates)
;0)
This is one escaping! And catch ME if YOU can!
The moral of this story. You have not walked in my shoes...I have not walked in yours. But I will tell you ONE dern thing! I am so very PROUD to be in my shoes....all the heart ache or not! I am me, loving, genorous, caring and above all things....ME!
You may not think you are imprisoned. But me....for so many years...I WAS...I am running with serious RUNNING SHOES ON!
Run with me!
With LIFE!
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Comments (26)
DawnBreak Quietly2
Love to Browse
Your honesty and sincerity reach out even stronger than your words.
Thank you for sharing your story.
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Yes mum I am! :0)
I don't know what God has planned for me...but I know it has to be big! I use to wonder...but now I just go with the flow!
Jean DAndrea7
Retired
You sure have had an interesting life, Jen! :-) And you're winning
the game.
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Thank you Lisa! But that is what has helped me through my....life!
I have even had someone tell me to write my story and send it to Lifetime Movie Channel to make a movie.....
It has been a trip...that is for sure!
Lisa G.9
Health Wellness & Wealth Consultant
Nice saying, Jen. I've actually never heard that one ..."Run for your life instead of from your life". That's a very positive way of looking at things.
Great friends do add to the spice of life! Thanks for being a great friend for me too, Jen..and all of the other nice folks here on Apsense!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
My kids say I 'BAKE' tough cookies....lol
Not Here8
just want my account deleted
hmmm... we say "you are ONE tuff cookie" in the north..lol
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Thank you Lisa! Yes, we still say that down here! Life is about so many choices, paths, fun, laughs, hardships.......
But if you really really really take ALL of it..and turn it into a positive meaning. The chains, burdens, hatred...are lifted and instead of running 'from your life'..turns into RUNNING FOR YOUR LIFE! And trust me, life gets so much more easy and 'peaceful'.
:0)
And great awesome friends like you...makes it even more enjoyable, peaceful and loving!!!
Lisa G.9
Health Wellness & Wealth Consultant
Great article, Jen! As we say in the south, "You are a tuff cookie"! (do they still say that?)
You are a great writer too!
Tops to you!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Thank you ricarde! ;0)
Richard Salem4
Wonderful content! You are definitely a good writer!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
awww...well thank you.
Yes, I hope so too. I would have to write a book of the emotional roller coaster I went through working there. The inmates did not see me as a threat...because I was helping them. (but they were helping me too....just didn't realize it)
It was a great experience!!!
I don't like to see it that I quit...(even though I did in reality)...I just continued my journey to bigger and better things!
Wendy....so awesome! Thank you! Great friends ......this is why I love a
Emily Tanksley7
Gosh, I wish I could double top this.. Or triple..
What a motivational blog!.. I hope the inmates get a chance one day to read this.
Emily Tanksley7
Oh Jenn, this is the best of the best.
Run....Jenn... Run!
The realization of who I really am will always be the greatest acheivement of my life. I want what I want for a reason - because I WANT IT! Me, All Me. So I admire you for writing this blog! I feel for all the people that might of got lost along the way, but it is up to them to change the journey, and their inner self to want to go the right way and to acheive that. I am very proud to have you as a friend and to move forward WITH
Theresa6
WOW Wendy! How can a person not be inspired by what you just wrote!
incredible!
Wendy7
How can we be scared that you on the run.
Myself I am pacing you and you have good jog going one
I shall not walk behind you nor in front of you nor shall I condemn you
What I shall do is walk, jog, run beside you
I shall forgive you same as you shall forgive me
You have a friend in me as I have a friend in you
Together as a team we shall move forward and conquer all that dares to get in our way
As friends let nothing shackle us nor bind for means but nothing when you have friends be
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
so that is when I put on my running shoes...and run to the stars! :0)
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
Yeah....am finding that out. Happens everywhere unfortunately. Oh well...they have to sleep at night too!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
oh ...fishie....
sometimes...I feel 'stuck up'
cause my chin is so high...
Much love! This wasn't a boo hoo...
I am re-reading this blog to make changes too.
I know I am not the only one out here. That is so lost in .....the world.
We are all free. And freedom doesn't come easy...until it is realized. I just had that opportunity!
Jennifer Underwood11
Promoter
I am like the ginger bread man...can't catch me...
LOL
Life throws it at yeah....I have learned to play and go with it. Thank goodness
:0)